Goddess Emergence Project

One artist's effort to bring back the Goddess.This project includes the creation of 26 oil paintings depicting various goddesses portrayed as real women in an effort to make them relatable and accessible. Empowering women AND men with the feminine divine that is within each of us. The culmination of this project will result in an oracle deck and accompanying book. This is my journey.
Okay, so maybe I didn’t make potions, but I did make brownies and I think chocolate holds a lot of magic! For the goddess and kitchen witch in all of us, I decided to make some videos…https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76tdG-ljvfw

Okay, so maybe I didn’t make potions, but I did make brownies and I think chocolate holds a lot of magic! For the goddess and kitchen witch in all of us, I decided to make some videos…https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76tdG-ljvfw

The VERY beginnings of the Goddess Bridgid. 

The VERY beginnings of the Goddess Bridgid. 

The painting of Santa Muerte was a very long journey. I have never taken so long to finish a painting. I’m really happy with her and happy to be taking her down off the wall. On to Bridget!

The painting of Santa Muerte was a very long journey. I have never taken so long to finish a painting. I’m really happy with her and happy to be taking her down off the wall. On to Bridget!

I do murals, straight up painting, repair work and other creative type things to keep a money flow coming in but my goal is to one day simply do my art. I want to paint the stories that I feel passionate about. I want to be able to make a difference in this world through the art that I create. 

My Goddess project that I have been working on is one of those passions. I don’t paint them because I expect to get rich, I paint them because I have to. There are times when I don’t get to work on them because I am busy with the survival things. It is easy for me to put myself, and my dreams, behind other things, the “practical” things. Then someone buys me some paint that I need, another sends me a check for new brushes and most recently, someone buys me some more boards so that I can start a new Goddess. (Not only does she buy me a board, she enlists the help of a friend who doesn’t even know me to deliver them to my home!)

I cannot even explain how this feels to me. To know that what I am doing is maybe something more than just MY dream. To know that perhaps it matters to others as well. It’s a validation that is huge for an artist like me. It keeps me motivated, it keeps me going. (It makes me feel less guilty for spending money on paint when I have a hundred other things I probably “should” be spending it on!) 

To all my friends and to those I’ve never even met who have supported me in every way, I thank you. It’s huge. 

Kuan Yin

Open your heart as Kuan Yin opens Her arms to embrace you. Listen to her wisdom that she shares, not with words but by Her example and through Her love. All is possible.

There are several stories about Kuan Yin. In one, she decides to become a nun as opposed to agreeing to an arranged marriage. Her father, after failing to dissuade her from this life, has her put to death. Because of her kindness she was made into a Goddess and began her journey to heaven. However she felt such compassion for those left on earth, she chose to remain until she could ease all suffering. In another story, it was a supernatural tiger that took Kuan Yin to one of the realms of hell after her father put her to death. However, instead of being tortured, she played music and flowers bloomed all around her thereby turning hell into a paradise. It is said that one way that she eased the suffering of poverty by giving the Oolong tea plant to a poor farmer in China. Because of this gift, his entire village was able to escape destitution.

Often in life we can feel, like Kuan Yin, as if we are caught in a type of hell.  We find ourselves in hells of depression, fear, sadness, distress, or illness. Although everyone moves through these emotions during various times in our lives, our hell, our suffering, is created when we find ourselves stuck there, unable to leave. Kuan Yin teaches us compassion, not only for others but, most important, compassion for ourselves. She grants us mercy and allows us to forgive.  What she shows us is that who we are and who we can become can change the world around us, simply by our being. She teaches us that as opposed to

practicing compassion and mercy, we need to become them. When we release our hurt and become filled with love and compassion our perspective changes and our hell then changes to paradise.

She is a Goddess strongly associated with water, emotions and the ebb and flows of life. Water purifies us, quenches our thirst, we are born of water, we are made of water. She shows us that, like her vase that pours a never-ending flow of water, abundance is as natural and is as possible. Understand that there is a never ending supply of love, of mercy, of wealth, of all good things that are possible and of which you deserve. Trust that the Universe and Kuan Yin will provide.


There may be times when others may try to sway you, try to create you in a way that they feel is acceptable to them or to society. Living for other’s expectations creates another kind of suffering. It is important to stay true to yourself.  Living as you truly are and embracing life through the eyes of the Goddess releases you. Like Kuan Yin who refused an arranged marriage to follow Her spiritual calling, stay true to yourself, trust, forgive and reveal the Goddess that is You.

Detail of my Santa Muerte as I’m working on her. 

Detail of my Santa Muerte as I’m working on her. 

I have most of the color roughed in. Santa Muerte is finally emerging.

I have most of the color roughed in. Santa Muerte is finally emerging.

Changes

There have been periods of time in my life when I will look in the mirror and not recognize the eyes staring back at me. It’s a strange experience. These are times when the inside of me has grown and there begins to be something different reflected on the outside and I wonder who I am? Today as I paint, I feel different. The brush feels different, the viscosity of the paint feels different. I feel like I have grown in spirit and technique. Taking a break from Santa Muerte was good. I had been feeling bad that I hadn’t achieved my personal goal of finishing her earlier. But I understand now that I hadn’t been ready. She wasn’t ready. Collectively I feel the endings coming fast and furiously. Santa Muerte is speaking loudly now. This painting will be different, it might not look it but I am different now and it’s time I begin to reflect that.

Time to End the Endings

My Sante Muerte is still not finished. While she has been up in my room, there have been many deaths. Literal and otherwise. For months now. In fact this entire past year has been one of incredible endings. Seemingly more so than usual. I’ve been to more funerals this past year than I have in my entire lifetime. I’m looking at her today and know that it’s time now to finish her. This week. I think there may be a few more endings. But it’s time to wrap that up! End the endings, get on with beginnings. I’m feeling quite strongly that Bridget is next. I will post pictures soon.